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I have never had personal content in my post as that was not what I was teaching but as the health of the body I’m incarnated in fades ( and I have a spinal sublax-a slippage and I was denied access to injury care , treatments )it maybe is a story that should be told as its a good example of a miracle. Miracles happen.
In 2006 I had a very serious accident hit by a speeding van on an unmarked pedestrian crossing . The injuries included an open severe traumatic brain injury ( Diffuse axonal injury , mid-line shift, right frontal hemorrhage, ) #skull base and skull vault fracture, c spine, incomplete SCI ,T spine, L shoulder ,6 L ribs , lumber , all bones in pelvis fractured =unstable pelvis, L leg, left distal radius fracture. Anyhow I am in Wellington New Zealand and here there is a State owned corporation(ACC) that provided accident insurance that I had paid my premium to for injury care, treatments and rehab . The State company(CCDHB drs) disconnected life support the next day and decided instead when I didn’t die to start forced mobilization which was torture to make themselves right with their prognosis of coma, death or vegetable.
I guess as they thought I would die, but this does not make the unloving actions of painful active rehab as a form of active euthanasia/murder ok . Lucky for me at the early stage I did not have the ability to think. But I could answer some questions and speak, which was ignored by the drs that had duty of care.
No needed months of impatient immobilization and specialist input . After some assault and battery I was kidnapped from the hospital after 2 weeks, taken to a facility for the active rehab of TBI . Forced to weight-bear on multiple clinically unstable severe injuries that they did not even provide normal pain relief for.
I wont go into details but it was like a Steven King movie, with absolutely unacceptable abuse, molestation and discrimination. I was even told by the orthopedic drs that tortured me that I was “intolerant to pain” that they were causing because I had a TBI. The State company and the corporation working together, they used fraud to change my injury classifications from catastrophic , open severe to closed moderate . Scans last done in August five months after accident showed I was still bleeding into my brain . I then with family assist escaped, stepped out of, the medical system without any assistance and support except from my close family (+ the universe). Trying to accept the pain and hopelessness of the situation I was in which was one of the harshest teachers of Being(mindfulness).
Following the accident I suffer(ed) memory loss and what came with it was the lost conditioning of my mind. The past. I looked at everything freshly . The old person( personality) were gone. I could only be in the NOW. I regained curiosity . There is an old saying about the worst thing in your life having another face and that’s the best way to describe it. I would not have embarked on a spiritual quest without the heartbreak, pain and suffering. And I know who am I, though at times I still forget and get agitated by the dream. (Also for a number of years my ego snuck in the back door and made up a victim ID fighting the establishment – big enemy big ego ).
I wish you all the love and peace which is always to be found within you.
Eternally yours
Valerie Metin
Wellington
NZ
